About my ‘Ramblings’
When I write a newsletter, sometimes the words seem to flow and often I don’t even know what I’ve written until I read it back! I call these my ramblings, and you may have guessed if you have read them before that I like to share them in their unaltered state so they are straight from the heart!
Here is a selection of the ramblings I have written in the past for your amusement (and hopefully you will find a little inspiriation from them too)!
As the chaos of the global epi crisis ensues, it really does feel on all levels like everything is going wrong! But it is all a process, as really speaking there is no right or wrong, there just IS. My trust in the process, just like my trust in the process of GNM, still stands!
This is the part of healing that takes most courage and patience. The return of the stress of the shock returns and we are no longer relaxed in the vagatonic state. I have recognised many epi crises in my own journey and in particular, after the resolution to conflicts caused by learning GNM and the shocks of hearing for the first time how we had dedicated the past 15 years of our lives to natural alternative health that was all based on incorrect fundamental foundations.
I will admit it took some courage to face this, particularly with already being in the business of helping others. As each truth was uncovered in my learning the biological laws, I felt an overwhelming sense of responsibility to my clients and readers of my book, that I had given incorrect information. And this was the impetus that pushed through my cognitive dissonance. I wanted to be sharing the truth, not a version of something close to it that fitted in with my beliefs! This certainly caused some conflicts for me along the way!
Most epi crises have caused me to wake with a start and a panic in the early hours. Sometimes in a sweat, often with a gasp, but regardless of the biological program, even if it is just a boil about to erupt, for me there is usually a sense of everything being hopeless, every little symptom being something major that I have ignored and is now running rampant without me knowing, and a sense of ‘what is the point?’ ‘I just do not know what to do with myself’ or ‘this is never going to get better’ I have even had to talk myself back to sleep, assuring myself that I will wake up in the morning! (I am sure some of this stems from my particular breast journey and is something that obviously still needs some work!)
I get the same ‘epi crisis feeling’ in today’s happenings. And this is what is keeping my faith in the process. I am recognising the similar sense of hopelessness, the fear of being under attack and having no power over something threatening, and patience beginning to wear thin. But when I recognise it as an epi crisis, I trust in the process and know that we just need patience, so much is going on behind the scenes (as it is in our bodies at epi crisis) and we just need to TRUST!
For how long? Who knows. The process can take days, weeks, months, years. After all we are talking of a major shift in consciousness and mass awakening of humanity, and who knows when the DHS was? We need to stretch the compass out over that timeline!
It is both a scary and exciting time to be alive, just like the epi crisis becomes exciting when my rational thinking takes over, and I recognise what is happening for what it is – a huge turning point in the program and once it is over, we just need to recover in Healing phase B!
So what do we do during epi crisis? This is when we can remind ourselves with positive affirmations and meditation that all is well and recognise, but do not prevent the healing. This is when we need to rely on our ‘pack’ – those who understand GNM and can help us through this challenging time, those who can remind us that we are at the turning point and those who we can trust to not add to our fear and panic. This is my main reason for creating the UK Communities and support groups.
Things really are heating up (apparently) in the pantomime that the mainstream media is promoting. We only need to trust that so much is going on for the greater good behind the scenes, and never lose sight of the end goal, which is a world that benefits all of humanity.
I think of this a little like the epi crisis of the Great Awakening that has been occurring. We have been conflict active in this for so long, seeing our rights slowly eroded and feeling increasingly powerless to those who think they rule us, as they continued to suppress vital information that empowered us, such as the knowledge of our individual sovereignty, the way in which we are controlled through the government ‘corporations’, and the truth of our bodies and nature, as we teach through GNM. Keeping this knowledge from us causes the majority of us to live a fear-based existence, one where we believe life happens to us, and not for (or because of) us!
The aggressive furthering of the agenda of the corporate ‘deep state’ last year has caused a resolution to this conflict, and we entered the healing phase when we were forcibly locked-down. Healing is not always pretty – in fact in most cases it is far from it! It has been painful, scary and just as we are fatigued and forced to rest in healing (through pain, stiffness, etc), restrictions have forced us into this restful space. Unfortunately for ‘them’, this has become a catalyst for the mass awakening of many.
We know from the compass that we hit rock bottom before bouncing up into epi crisis. This is where all that conflict activity returns briefly such as stress, fear, anxiety. We feel totally alone and things appear pointless, fruitless, like things are never going to get better (sound familiar?)
There is some time to go, but if we keep following the compass, and keep our focus on this amazing bright awakened and transparent future, if we look after ourselves and trust in the process (just like we need to do when we are in a biological program), then we keep moving forwards towards this future.
Just like we have so much going on in our bodies all the time, lots of little DHSs we don’t even know about, that is what I truly believe is happening now in a global and universal level. All we need to do is TRUST, and have faith that light always wins over darkness, good always overcomes evil. We are moving in that dark tunnel, towards the light. Can you feel it too?
As we hit the darkest of days, the Solstice reminds us that light is being born and will emerge again into our lives. We are moving from Dark to Light and are in the midst of a great awakening.
As with all things in life, we need to hit rock bottom before we bounce back. And since Saturday’s announcement of a strict shut down, it is very easy to get carried away with anger, frustration and a feeling of hopelessness. But it is important not to let this affect you. Keep your energy lifted, and your head held high (preferably without a mask on!!).
I am sure there will be a lot of things happening over the coming weeks, these are mad times with crazy energy stuff going on. Panic and chaos, though painful can be good, as this is needed for cleansing and new beginnings, as I explained last time. So I wanted to give a little advice based upon things that I have been watching going on behind the iron curtain of the mainstream media bubble that most people tend to live in. These are based on what may potentially occur, and I always think it is better to be prepared just in case. I am not saying go to extremes, and it is up to you if you take notice or not, but I wanted to offer what I feel is most important thing to do over this next few weeks. Understanding GNM, you already have a head start towards not fearing these times 😉 :
- Buy a few extra non-perishable foods and essential toiletries, don’t go mad with it, just a few extras to keep in the back of the cupboard
- Have a way of contacting loved ones in the case the internet or phone networks have connection difficulties or downtime
- Do not listen to the mainstream media, they are forcing a last ditch attempt to push their narrative based on fear to bring you down and control you – this is mainly regarding Brexit, the US presidency and the CV issue
- Understand that anything that happens is manipulated and for a reason, and will be temporary
- Keep your spirits up and take each day as it comes. Laugh each day, and give thanks for everything you have including your freedom (as it will return!)
- Understand that this is all a process that is needed to facilitate our own evolution and that of our planet. Trust that there is something much bigger going on than we can ever imagine, and it will all work out for the benefit of all of humanity
- Have faith and love like you have never done before, and base all your decisions on love and not fear.
Well, the world has lost its mind!! But I really and truly believe this is the chaos from which order will ensue. Not an order in a New World sort of way (see what I did there?), but order as in clarity.
I see this chaos as the start of a revolution and mass awakening of humanity. It had to be this way. Many people have been so asleep that they needed things that were important to them, that made their life interesting and fun, taken away from them to shake them from their slumber. And these actions are needing to become increasingly nonsensical, contradictory and blatantly obvious, that soon anyone with half a brain cell will be able to see that something isn’t right and wake up.
Yes there are masks everywhere, and to those who are awake it can seem quite hopeless, but how many of these mask-wearers are just too afraid of confrontation, or standing out from the crowd? The majority of people I speak to hate them and do not believe in them, but wear them anyway. I walk around unmasked and have seen people look over and feel encouraged to remove their mask too. There is a silent majority of increased awake-ness and I find it very encouraging, and very exciting to be alive at this time to experience this great awakening of humanity!
Understanding GNM certainly helps remove the fear of any contagion, though we are left with many troubling questions about the motives behind all this. It has become obvious to many that this has become more about control than any concern over health. Do the decision makers understand GNM, and if so this certainly changes any idea that our well-being was ever being considered in a positive way!
We are acting upon this by peaceful and lawful non-compliance. Our business remains open though as I already push boundaries with my therapy work, I have decided to focus upon sharing the empowering info of GNM in place of seeing clients in-person during the Wales shutdown (I refuse to call it ‘lockdown’ as that is what happens in a prison!)